Liquid Gold.

Did you know that breast milk stored in a separate deep freezer can be saved for 6 months.  That being said, I pumped and saved any extra milk Ryder didn't drink thinking I would be able to use it if I were to ever leave him or was sick.  First off I haven't left him and second what was I thinking he doesn't use/like bottles and lastly milk stored in a freezer that gets opened frequently is only good for 3 months.  So all of that pumping was kind of a waste of time.  I ended up throwing away over 80 oz.  Next time I think I should just sell it or donate it, after all breast milk is so much better than formula, someone will want it right?

My Heart Melts.

Literally.  Every time my baby boy smiles, I melt.  His smile is to die for.   He is the happiest baby on earth.  I can't even explain what his smile does to me.  He just makes me so happy and fills my heart with so much joy.  I am the luckiest mommy in the world to have him.  The only time he ever cries is if he is past his nap time, other than that he is so, so happy.  I'll show you what I mean.